Recalling my MOST wasted time in life.

Recalling 2nd-year college..
I was on the verge of shifting course. From BS Nursing to any Art-related course.
Now I am very disappointed that I did not. If that really happened I would probably have my own dSLR now as a compulsory requirement for photography class. I would be a 2nd year student by now, passing art projects, or anything a creative 2nd-year art student would happily do.

I’ve wasted so much of my time. 5 Years of precious time, 5, if you’ll count this year since I am “reviewing” for my “nursing licensure exam” which MOST probably will be useless to me because I won’t be working as a nurse.

“Why take the exam?”, you ask.
To satisfy the people who forced me to have this course.

Pass or Fail, I don’t care.
Only after this year, that I will be choosing what I love to do most. PHOTOGRAPHY.

• First, I will work my ass off as a call center agent, since it has high pay rate.
• work, work, work to fund my first dSLR
• work, work, work to fund additional equipments
• while self-studying/honing my skills
• work, and work and work while freelancing
• work, and work and work until stable.

HOPING the first step will be a breeze.

You are right if you’ll say, “Sacrifice. Work as a nurse, go abroad, then do what you love to do.”

Here is my answer: I can’t afford to waste another set of years…

I HOPE I can get back to this post a couple of years from now and seeing that this plan worked.

1 November 47 Permalink

a sudden soap sud

Most of my thoughts, epiphanies, ideas often comes to my mind when I’m taking a bath.
It’s like they cluster and tries to get inside my cerebrum all at once.
These thoughts vary from:

• art ideas
• that-suppose-to-be-nursing-tshirt-design-for-my-block
• what-will-I-do-for-today
• school stuff
• exams
• if-I-still-remember-what-I-studied-last-night
• the people I value
• how-is-my-girlfriend-doing-today
• that my last year in BSN 4 R will start on monday
• that I declined an invitation to a beach outing and how that will effect my social status in the classroom
• that I worry less about my social status just to have a chat for my dear girlfriend (LDR)
• that this thought would ever make it to a text post in tumblr (it did! ^^ ) or a page in a notebook
  

But only a few would make it to a blog and a piece of paper, because some of it just fades in my mind as if it were also washed away together with soap suds.

*you’re reading a thought that has been remembered suddenly*

5 June 2 Permalink

I tend to push away people..
and some take them for granted..

unintentionally..

fact..

on a lighter side, I’m on my last year of college (bsn)!!!
and will try to correct the things written above this text post..

I’m trying hard actually..

28 May 1 Permalink

finally! im back after three days without electricity!
paita aning uyamot.

had fun at OR duty.. too many cases during A.M shift :)

21 May Permalink